Understood

[minkylowlife]

playlist

1. Fiona Apple - "Every Single Night"

every single night's alight with my brain
every single night's a fight with my brain
and every single fight's alright with my brain

2. Lorde - "Liability"
they say, "you're a little much for me"
"you're a liability"

3. Matthew Good - "A Single Explosion"

4. Laura Stevenson - "Value Inn"
5. Sufjan Stevens - "No Shade in the Shadow of the Cross"
6. Slothrust - "Horseshoe Crab"
7. Emily Reo - "Spell"
8. Phoebe Bridgers - "Funeral"
9. Daughter - "Human"
10. Björk - "Hyperballad"

11. Aimee Mann - "It's Not"
so here i'm sitting at my car at the same old stoplight
i keep waiting for a change but i don't know what
so red turns into green
turning into yellow
and i'm just frozen here on the same old spot
and all i have to do is to press the pedal...
but i'm not.

12. Rihanna - "What Now"

13. Julien Baker - "Shadowboxing"
you can't even imagine how badly it hurts just to think sometimes
how i think almost all the time

14. fka twigs - "daybed"
15. Father John Misty - "Bored in the USA"
16. Leonard Cohen - "Love Calls Your By Your Name"
17. Clairo - "Alewife"

18. Mitski - "A Burning Hill"
i am a forest fire
i've been a forest fire
i am the fire and i am the forest
and i am the witness watching it
i stand in the valley watching it

19. Honey Harper - "Something Relative"
20. Neko Case - "I Wish I Was the Moon"
i'm so tired
i'm so tired
and i wish i was the moon
i'm so tired
i'm so tired
and i wish I was the moon tonight

21. Tori Amos - "Upside Down"
i've found the secret to life, i've found the secret to life
i'm okay when everything is not okay

22. Zola Jesus - "Witness"
we see you shine more than the dull you fear
you're a rare kind
if you could see from the outside...

23. Tomberlin - "February"
simple times will come again
of this I am aware
but when will someone hold my hand
and say that they care

24. Adam Lambert - "Underneath"
a red river of screams underneath
tears in my eyes underneath
stars in my black and blue sky

25. Lambchop - "Nice Without Mercy"

and the sky opens up like candy
and the wind don't know my name
and the warmth comes back even though I thought it would not
i can feel it

26. Grouper - "Invisible"

i've become invisible

27. Rilo Kiley - "A Better Son/Daughter"
sometimes when you're on, you're really fucking on
and your friends all sing along and they love you.
but the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap
and it teases you for weeks in its absence.
but you'll fight and you'll make it through
you'll fake it if you have to and you'll show up for work with a smile.
you'll be better, you'll be smarter
and more grown up and a better daughter or son
and a real good friend.

28. Chumped - "Old and Tired"

it's noon but you're still crippled by the covers
another day in bed
because everything you love has either died or moved away, so
what's the point in getting up today?

29. David J Roch - "Hell Followed"